Jebus-Of-Suburbia

go take a solid dose of metaphor before arriving at my door draw straws to decide which part of life i should adore i digress, undo your dress and leave your presence on the floor if you deflect my affections it'll leave me wanting more drop the charm and the warmth i like my love a little colder I'd like to love a little chill but a lot is even bolder beauty rests within your chest, not the eye of the beholder i could wrestle with perfection but I'd rather just get older happy, blind, kind, kind of a nice guy sometimes but sorry i enjoy a refined design of rut and that my entire life's been spent with one eye shut and that every t

all belief needs is a seed some sun, some tears and someone willing to bleed but before belief can create intent skewed scenes must be viewed from angles broke and bent solidarity's a myth i proliferate from inside my cave, where someones shadows play, dirty on clean slate happiness another tall tale told dying to be dead but stuck waiting to be old without a mentor I'm doomed to the dark side of the force without a Constance guide I'll ride with the fourth horse of course, doomed to mediocre advice in a mediocre life wishing i had something worse than a mediocre vice i tried to kick a sickness with grit, sweat and rondeau but ev

Father keeps us all in bed Threatens hell if we should strip Gives me words and says they're meds Spreads disease and holy writ Spares the child and spoils the whip Father keeps us all in bed Says to praise him and admit Faces stained, that we are sick Gives me words and says they're meds Pious light in pages lit Scalding sermons sip by sip Father keeps us all in bed Suffer silence and commit To the hallowed shallow scrip Gives me words and says they're meds Hark to father i submit Feed me now lest i should slip Father keeps us all in bed Gives me words and says they're meds

sterile, not pure never infect never inflict never sleep learning to grieve learning to smile learning to sigh     -again- running from the grave killing myself for this waiting.     -brittle- alive.     -still- Laughing

in a golden sky at dawn and dusk the world resembled you with gentle breeze and simple sun the love inside me grew in the gray above the dew i felt a peace beyond my years and as i stumbled through the garden you were left with joyful tears in full flower for an hour setting sun unleash my scent by the fire, songs by lyre sweet caress that leaves us spent petals falling, faded splendor still we strive to touch the son between golden skies for all our lives through the garden joined as one

12 long months of love and laughter and the pain that comes soon after sought to sew the same thing with no threads and bought the blame, i lost my head i lost my head, i lost the thread fought to earn my body bruises bring back aaaalll the colours clueless made it here to be alone bread to break without a home without someone this aint a home I MISS YOU BREATHING NEXT TO ME THAT HEAVY AIR THAT ROLLS IN DEEP MY FRAIL FORM WILL NEVER SATE THIS HUNGRY NIGHTS OPRESSIVE WAIT but i can wait if we can wait.

The fetid felines fawning fussing over birds clipped their wings and nipped them taught them flying is absurd The wolves are out and howling whole packs stirred enraged they're feeding on each other kept like livestock in a cage And all the creatures startle from funeral length features to laugh at pupils and mock their teachers do you care do you care do you care do you care

flick me with your whip puncture me and sip ready to slip red dripped - your tongues honeyed tip tear me down to bare til i'm barely even there wary, unaware unaware - we make quite a pair chain me and stain me like strangers abstaining from spraying inane things - the pain the truth brings bury me out back in a coffin chipped and cracked broken back heart intact - beneath the starlit black

bask in neon glow we touch - silence my old friend

earth encrusted shell cradling a seedling self vital veins that rust sunlight seeps in red shadows bleed against the edge falling sky surrounds moss seeks light to leech drains warmth to grow, heat to feed in breeding seeks breath skin begins to shed shell drops like empty dregs, dead begin with no end know the self as less seek to breed to be all things in breeding seek death